i owe you a fortune but my debt is too great.

out of obligation, i come here to jot something to the part of me that thinks he’s special.
a little bon voyage.

i say something like

“i’m out of relevant topics, which is why you’re on the train to boarding school.
i’m into irrelevant pastimes that leave me unavailable for introspection.

they are significant to most people.
clean houses.
money.
materials.
i’m into those, right now.

not taking care of you.”